Tuesday, July 20, 2010

The Devil in the White City by Erik Larson

I have just finished this amazing piece of non-fiction. I loved it. It wasn't a fast read but by golly, it's worth your time if you are interested in the history of Chicago's 1893 World's Fair and H.H. Holmes.

As I mentioned, it's not a fast read, nor is it easy. It's deep although well-written. I think I was in the right mood for something like this. And I learned so much, not just by facts of the novel, but those "aha!" moments that hit me when I realized all that happened.

Chicago beat out New York and D.C. to host the World's Fair for 1893. This was a huge win as Chicago was a slaughter-town - hogs and cattle. The city reeked of blood, manure, as well as the sounds of squealing death reverberated throughout. There was nothing refined about Chicago then and to snag this amazing expo was a shock to everyone, even faithful Chicagoans.

And in comes Daniel Burnham, a man denied entrance to Yale and Harvard, who would be the head architect/designer of the White City - the Roman Classical buildings of magnitude that would become the World's Fair. Larson builds up the drama of putting this fair together in so little time...it's long but it gives the reader a lot of information of what developed out of this time, like incandescent light bulbs. It was just a few years earlier that the cow kicked over the lantern to bring on the Great Chicago Fire.

Another great influence is Frederick Olmstead, the pioneer of Landscape Architecture, whose vision for the Fair was to get away from linear plans and produce something breathtaking and artistic.

I love this quote from Olmstead, that brings me back to my work, where most folks want to do so much to an interface rather than actually simplify the flow for the intended user:

Let us be thought over-much plain and simple, even bare, rather than gaudy, flashy, cheap and meretricious. Let us manifest the taste of gentlemen.

The way they spoke back then, if it resembles any of their letters and writings, blows us away. I don't know if it is just the well-educated or the well-earned, but we still hold no candle to the elegance and eloquence of this time. And we think of ourselves smarter now than then?

Here are some examples.

Olmstead wrote often to his son, about leaving some of his work with Fair to a "trusted" employee, during the last hurried days before opening day:
I am afraid that we were wrong in leaving the business so much to Ulrich & Phil. Ulrich is not I hope intentionally dishonest but he is perverse to the point of deceiving & misleading us & cannot be depended on. His energy is largely exhausted on matters that he sh'd not be concerned with...I cannot trust him from day to day.

From Dora Root, the widow of Burnham's partner, John Root -who helped initiate the designs for the Fair - upon given a tour of it:
I find it all infinitely sad but at the same time so entrancing, that I often feel as if it would be the part of wisdom to fly at once to the woods or mountains where one can always find peace. There is much I long to say to you about your work of the past two years -- which has brought about this superb realization of John's vision of beauty -- but I cannot trust myself. It means too much to me and I think, I hope, you understand. For years his hopesa and ambitions were mine, and in spite of my efforts the old interests still go on. It is a relief to me to write this. I trust you will not mind.

Over time, we have just bastardized the English language. YMMV.

Along the story of the building of this magnificent fair is the story of H.H. Holmes.

H.H. Holmes would become the first documented serial killer. It is unknown how many he may have truly killed but at least nine are attributed to him.

He is what we now know as a psychopath but in 1893, this term was not even formed to describe a person. He was an anomaly of sorts...at least in their "modern" time of newspapers. No one was as evil as this man, who was handsome and endearing to nearly everyone he met. Even the prison wards who were to execute him were not looking forward to it, as they had been put under his spell.

It's a compelling read and I wanted to know nothing about the Chicago Fair, no Holmes until I finished the book. It is true: I knew nothing about the history of this fair. I didn't even know about the Ferris Wheel, until Tim said "Oh yeah, that's the fair with the Ferris Wheel". Oh yeah, I remember seeing pictures of the Ferris Wheel. But I didn't realize that George Washington Gale Ferris, Jr. actually submitted his design for the Wheel *for* the Chicago Fair. Burnham had wanted something magnificent, more magnificent than the Eiffel Tower, which was built for the 1889 Paris World's Fair.

I was sad to realize, after reading most of the novel and cheating, by looking up info on wikipedia, that very little was left of this monumental city after the fair ended. It was open for six months - after a grueling two year process - to royalty, dignitaries and the common man...who many were documented as stating that it was one of the most amazing places they had ever seen and then once the fair closed? Nothing. Workers of the fair were no longer employed. The magnificent buildings were left to fall into disrepair. Over 200 buildings were built for the fair and today, only two of those buildings remain. It's amazing and heartbreaking.

I found it fascinating. I was attracted to the book because of the serial killer but once I got into the history of this fair, I couldn't wait to learn more about it. But then the serial killer portions were engrossing too.

A great great read that I recommend highly to anyone who would find this type of history fascinating, as I did (unbeknownst to myself :)).

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Pushing the Reset Button

So over the past few months, I have let my running regiment go. While I didn't do it on purpose, I did choose to do other things: wallyball, Leanest Loser, Enviro-Training, as well as other things.

And it was great. I met new folks, I was introduced to a new way to work myself to death, and I lost seven pounds. SEVEN POUNDS! I've been trying to lose 10 pounds for over five years and I got SEVEN in four months.

But I love running. It's what keeps me sane. What gets me to listen to music, podcasts, or my own brain. And so I am back to building up my miles this month. I have my first race in September - my one miler. I'd like to do as good, if not better, than I did last year. Might be a long shot as I was in much, much better running shape last year. But I am also leaner, slimmer and my endurance is still pretty good...at least for now for the one miler. If anything, these other workouts have really sparked my brain into dealing with pain longer...so endurance for my brain vs. physicality has improved.

But I plan to go through the Second Empire series again, as I did last year. I was getting burned out last year but I ran races nearly the entire year, so perhaps I will be more gung-ho about it. And CJ wants to do it, so I have more incentive to help her vs. myself.

I also have a half marathon in October that I am looking forward to. Except for the magnificent mile, I am trying to curtail my competitiveness (with myself) and focus on endurance vs. speed. My heart rate tends to spike into the 200s and when I slowed down my runs (not speed workouts) earlier this year, I could keep my heart rate in the 180s. Not sure if it's such a big deal since my doctor doesn't seem to be concerned about it but 200 seems a bit high and it concerns *me*...

My speed workout on Monday surprised me though. I picked up my program from the first weeks with Coach B and, after having a slow three mile run last Saturday, I did not expect anything amazing from myself on Monday. I had a mile warm-up then a two mile tempo at sub 10 mn/mile. From a Runner's World plan, I had two miles at 11:30 so I figured anything between the two would be sufficient for now.

After the first tempo mile, I looked at my watch and saw 8:41. Then here is a summary of how my brain worked:

Uh-oh. Woops. Didn't mean to do that. Wished I hadn't looked at my watch because I feel a bit panicked. I don't really want to run that fast. It's hot. It's humid. I'm out of practice. This is ridiculous. Why do I think too much while I run? Why don't I just run? Feel the pain. But, I don't really feel pain. Yes. It's hard, but not THAT hard. Not any harder than the fricking Interval Training class. Or Beckie's workout. Now those are hard. And this is just two miles. And I got one down. And I'm running the outer perimeter of the track, so technically, I don't have four laps. I have about three. And actually less since I reached one mile earlier. Oh "Hello". She seems like a nice person (note: I just passed a runner on the track). She's running in the heat too. I got this. I'm almost done. Please god, let me be done!

So when I finished my second tempo mile, I looked at my time: 8:12.

Say what?

Needless to say, I was ecstatic. A great start to my back-to-run program. And I got a 'kudos' from the lone runner on the track with me, a fellow gal who duked out the heat and humidity for herself too.

I'm changing up my routine a bit this round. I decided to consult with my kick-ass workout champ Brittany for a program to include all the things I am currently enjoying doing (that sentence doesn't sound right): IT, Beckie's workouts, wallyball, weights, and training for my mile, then my half. I forgot to tell her I wanted to swim too. Watching Mi-Mi swim every day has inspired me to get my ass in the pool too.

Wish me luck.

Friday, July 09, 2010

Dreamland

I do tend to be like many others in assessing my dreams. What do they mean? What does it signify towards my life?

Here's one of last night's dream:

I am in a boutique and a couch set is on display, on a platform. I touch the couch and feel how comfy it is then I decide to sit in the chair. It's like a big, overstuffed chair and I sort of lie in it, thinking: Tim would LOVE this chair. He can sit in it, like his recliner, and work on the laptop. But it's not leather... Hmmmm... So I push up on the chair (somehow) and the chair tips backwards, off the platform and onto the floor. It is lying on the back of the chair, with me in it...stuck. I can't get out. I just look like I'm sitting in it, except tipped over. I try to keep swinging it back right-side and...nothing. I finally, awkwardly, tip the chair from the back to the right arm side and extricate myself from the chair.